Thursday, July 30, 2009

Ranger Creed

Recognizing that I volunteered as a
Ranger, fully knowing the hazards of my
chosen profession, I will always
endeavor to uphold the prestige, honor,
and high esprit de corps of the
Rangers.

Acknowledging the fact that a
Ranger is a more elite soldier who
arrives at the cutting edge of battle
by land, sea, or air, I accept the fact
that as a Ranger my country expects me
to move further, faster, and fight
harder than any other soldier.

Never shall I fail my comrades I will always
keep myself mentally alert, physically
strong, and morally straight and I will
shoulder more than my share of the task
whatever it may be, one hundred percent
and then some.

Gallantly will I show the world that I am a
specially selected and well trained soldier. My
courtesy to superior officers, neatness
of dress, and care of equipment shall
set the example for others to follow.

Energetically will I meet the enemies
of my country. I shall defeat them on
the field of battle for I am better
trained and will fight with all my
might. Surrender is not a Ranger word.
I will never leave a fallen comrade to
fall into the hands of the enemy and
under no circumstances will I ever
embarrass my country.

Readily will I display the intestinal fortitude
required to fight on to the Ranger
objective and complete the mission,
though I be the lone survivor.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

belief

=fireman's post=

wat can u do when u got nobody to talk to?
wat and who will u turn to?
will u do sth tat keeps u occupy?
or will u rather slp?

i am so vexed. i miss her.
tons of things to tell her,
tons of things to share,
tons of things to ask.

"God will not answer ur prayer if u r not fully believing him"

i'm on standby, at home waiting for things to happen.
tat is wat i have been doing for the past 2 weeks.

"when u call me hubb, my heart skip a beat"
"when u smile at me, i feel younger"
"when u touch me, u instantly melt me"

i'm madly in love wif u, don leave me alone again,
bring me wherever u go.

Monday, July 27, 2009

3 more days

==fireman post==

happy anniversary.

not so happy afterall...
cos she is not here...
i need her so badly, i need u to lift me up...

"I had found myself head over heels in love with you."

hubb,
beside u always

Sunday, July 26, 2009

your call

==a fireman post==

i was born to tell u i love you.
And i am told to do wat i have too.
To make u mine,
to stay wif me tonight.

i miss u

really miss your calls, wondering when u will call?
everyday passed 10pm i will be awaiting foolish beside my fon,
but u din't call. maybe u r busy, maybe u r stress over exam,
maybe tats the way u r.

i miss u

when i was asleep then u call... i hope to hear from u more.
i have no heart to work at all,
i wanna go home each time i step into work.
i need u to boost me up.

i miss u

i am having mixed feelings, wanna hold u so badly.
but yet scared to see u cos u might disappoint me,
u might not turn out wat i expect to be... afraid tat
u have lost me.

God pls help. I need your strength to believe in,
i need your help. save me.

will you come home?

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

connection is back

it's a fireman post

its been days since she is gone.. feeling so empty and don't know what to do..

well today, i took my ippt and i achieved a gold standard, but there is no monetary
award...some of people say that "Ivan, give u 6 months and u will have difficulties
getting silver." i snub back. "we will see how its goes, who will have the last laugh"

last night i called up my crazy cousin for a drink, went to his usual place. (lot, stock, barrel).
had a couple of pints and reached home before 2am.

people are skeptical.

"why am i getting married at such a young age... nowadays people or rather guys would want to delay and "siam" at all cost "

but i am different.

people "celebrate" if their partner is in overseas but i don't. i had been there done that, there isn't a need for me to "celebrate"; i love staying at home. If you want to ask me out for a drink, just call me. i love to drink; beer tasting. (";)

you see the point.

another group of people will ask "Are you prepared for married life? It's not a game, its for life."

people will ask stupid question like "you all just get tgt so short, know each other also not enough, wait argue abit only wan to divorce. u know each other living habits liao anot, wait cannot adapt to it then everyday argue"

although you might be elder or my senior, i forgive you, you are mainstream people but i am not.

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food for thought session!!!

to plan a wedding is not easy thing sia.. u must need people to help u, jus alone the 2 of u is not enough!!

stay calm and relax, if u plan well, there is always ample of time..

if u gana "screw" by ur partner, learn from your mistake; it take 2 hands to clap.

attend counselling, seek professional help, let professional people look into your marriage (men are ego and they are often blinded by the simplest thing)

chill relax, have a good laugh. u earn it cos its ur life, its your show!!!

love Him and He will answer.

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i miss the days when u r around.

i miss your face.

i miss your arms holding onto me.

i miss your eyes looking deeply into mine.

i miss u grace hun hun.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

land of smiles (post song)

grace wants to go home :(

woke up to a nightmare
the hotel is really bad
breakfast is crappy too

everything is draggy
it is like waiting and waiting for things to happen
and when they do
they are kinda like nonsense stuff
not enjoying myself
not at all
oh boy

i am feeding mosquito at the lobby
because
there is no air conditioning
:(

total sadness here
i just want to be here
here with you
not here on course

i can't hold out any longer
i shall be up now

nights sweet
pray for me
i pray for you

with love
wife

Land of smiles (entry neng)

THAILAND
Whets!

Sawadeeka!
Saabaidee mai

Right!
I’m here huBb
How’s everything back there?
Although I’m away less than 24hours
You need to know…
I really really miss you
Freak

Oh well
Did not start off too dee maak ka (well)
Flight delay
Totally uncomfortable onboard the aircraft
The fella who came to pick us was some unknown
Made us wait for what seem like forever
Took us to this “fabulous” place for dinner
Am finally here at the hotel that’s not even DYNASTY
I am at CHALEENA
Not good de
Old and torn and tattered
It’s 0016hrs (Thailand time)

Off to bed huBb
You don’t know how much I love yoU

Nights

Friday, July 17, 2009

budget terminal

going to miss yoU
huBb
take care sweet

with love
from wife

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

2nd 24hrs

==fireman's post==

1st 24hrs was short handed,

everyone was down with fever.

we had 7 reported sick and 3 on MC!!

2 had a week long MC.. kao...

well, as least not many pple will "play" me.

1st 24hrs ended in peace.

i was selected for inter division swim competiton,

200m freestyle relay and 100m freestyle.

training was easy and i still get abit time off to see my wife.

2nd 24hrs jus ended. everyone was back to work,

feeling abit stress cos so many people were ard.

I am the SI again. :(

made a couple of new frens and had breakfast tgt.

next duty gonna be "fun" --- fire post!!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

preseverence

===A fireman's post===

"the easiest task to do in the world is to persevere, the hardest task is also persevere"

this quote has a story behind it,

it was given to me by someone who i least expect.

bishan station was not that bad after all,

there are good people around.

first day was hell, second day was much better..

i thank God for answering my prayers.

Friday is my first 24hrs, hope everything is gonna be fine.

made a couple of friends in rota 2.

did abit of running in the morning at reservoir.

thursday is the inter division swim time trials.

AYG finally over!!! i can swim at TPY

race coming up in 1st AUG

swim swim swim!!!

to my wife

i always love you for who you are.